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I've started playing the Silent Hill 2 PS5 remake! I picked it up in a used electronics shop.

Cashier: Oh, great choice.
Riona: Thank you! I went insane about the original when I was sixteen.
Cashier: Me too. But I wasn't sixteen; I was, er, eleven.
Riona: Wow, that is not the right age to go insane about Silent Hill 2.

I'm a little over an hour in! I can already tell I'm going to regret this, but in an 'I'm so bad with horror' way rather than a 'why did they remake this?' one; the remake itself seems pretty great so far. It's clear that it was made by people who love the original, which makes such a big difference.

Playing through the opening was an absolutely insane experience. I know that sequence so well, and suddenly it had been completely transformed while still feeling like the same place. Seeing that familiar car park in modern graphics! The long walk down to Silent Hill! So pretty and unsettling!

Regrettably, I thought it was cute when James was leaning on the barrier at the start of the game. There's no hope for me at all. I'm so much fonder of James Sunderland than I should be.

(Although not quite as fond as half of Tumblr, which, it turns out, is startlingly horny for remake James.)

The first thing I did, when I gained control of James, was turn around and try to leave Silent Hill. Unsurprisingly, James did not allow me to do this, but I was delighted when I got a trophy for the attempt.

I was concerned that the remake's voice acting might feel too good, but so far it's working for me! They've taken the interesting and clever approach of hiring people who can act, but directing them extremely weirdly, with a lot of strange awkward pauses. Even if the voices and the line delivery aren't the same as the original game, the dialogue has the same feel to it. The creators of the remake evidently understand how the limitations of the original, like its restricted visibility and bizarre voice acting, ultimately contributed to the atmosphere.

After James and Angela's first meeting, I spoke to Angela a couple of times to see if she had any more dialogue, but I felt very bad about it. Angela's a severely traumatised young woman with no capacity for trust, and an unknown man lingering to talk to her a little too long is probably going to make her uncomfortable!

I like how violent and frantic James's fighting feels. No finesse to it; he's just desperate and terrified. You can just keep stamping and stamping on the enemies once you've knocked them down; he doesn't know when it's safe to stop!

Every blow feels like it has a real weight to it, both the ones James lands on enemies and the ones they land on you. I very much feel in danger from even the most basic enemies, despite playing on easy mode. It's stressful!

I initially thought I'd be fine with the stresses of this game after my experience with Little Hope, the most stressful game I have ever played. In a Silent Hill game, if you get the character you're playing killed, at least you can just reload and try again; Supermassive games are considerably more stressful because character deaths can't be undone!

But I'd failed to consider the stress of Silent Hill 2's ending system. My actions during the game determine how this story ends! I'm trying to keep James in good health, because that's one of the details that impact the ending, but how can I look after him when I'm bad at the combat and I keep burning through my very limited healing items?

I'll try my best. Come on, James; we can get through this together.

Look At This Cool Bee I Drew.

Nov. 15th, 2025 11:08 pm
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Interesting watching experience: I recently checked out the 3D animated series The Amazing Digital Circus, because 'a bunch of people are confined against their will together and have to fight not to lose their minds' is a concept I can never quite resist.

Watching the first episode, I wasn't sure whether I was going to carry on with this show. I wasn't a big fan of the visual style, and it was pretty strange and a little stupid. It wasn't quite clicking.

Then, twenty minutes into the episode, one of the characters commented on the villain's actions: 'This is dumb and weird.'

'Well,' said the villain, 'uh, y-yet... you're still watching it!'

Rarely have the characters on a screen looked quite so directly at me. Yes, I thought this was weird and stupid! And, yes, I was somehow still watching nonetheless. Evidently this show knew exactly what it was doing. I think that moment almost singlehandedly convinced me to carry on with the rest of it.

The last time I was so personally attacked by a fictional character, incidentally, was in Die Hard 4, when I mentioned how pleased I was that McClane was bleeding just before this exchange:

Farrell: I'm not a doctor, but you're hurt.
McClane: Yeah. Sexy, right?
Farrell: No!!

(McClane is correct and Farrell understands nothing.)

Anyway, I've now seen all six episodes of The Amazing Digital Circus to date, and I ended up having a good time! There are some interesting themes and surprisingly good character moments, and I appreciate the show's willingness to go for the unexpected punchline rather than the obvious one. But, uh, I don't know whether I'd recommend it.

I particularly enjoy the dynamic between Jax and Pomni, because 'cynical arsehole and the person who makes them a little less cynical' apparently remains a combination I'm guaranteed to ship even when one of the characters is a jester and the other is a rabbit twice her height.
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House has been one of my favourite shows for a very long time; it's strange that I've never written more fanfiction for it! Here is my first attempt at House fanfiction in, er, nineteen years.

It's really struck me, on my current House rewatch, that Wilson and Cameron seem to be friends. They get along well; they have some good conversations. In the episode 'The Right Stuff', House doesn't question the idea that Cameron would call Wilson socially. I've always found the interactions between Wilson and Cameron interesting, but somehow I've only just registered that there seems to be a real friendship there; it's endearing!

Anyway, I made them sleep together.


Title: The Unseen Third
Fandom: House MD
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Wilson/Cameron, unrequited Wilson/House and Cameron/House
Wordcount: 1,900
Summary: Wilson and Cameron spend a night together. It’s no secret that they’re both thinking about House.
Warnings: Infidelity, by which I mean Wilson cheating on his wife as per usual.


The Unseen Third )

Wednesday Reading Meme

Nov. 12th, 2025 04:45 pm
sineala: Detail of Harry Wilson Watrous, "Just a Couple of Girls" (Reading)
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What I Just Finished Reading

Diane Duane, Dark Mirror: Reviewed here.

Avengers Disassembled: Reread this for 616 Book Club; giving myself credit because otherwise I will not make my Goodreads goal.

What I'm Reading Now

Comics Wednesday!

1776 #1, Fantastic Four #5, Iron and Frost #2, New Avengers #6, Ultimate Black Panther #22, Ultimate Wolverine #11 )

What I'm Reading Next

Not sure yet.

Skigill

Nov. 11th, 2025 06:03 pm
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Today's cheap indie video game rec, found via a review at Ars Technica, is Skigill, which costs $5, currently $3.50 as a launch discount, and it is definitely at least as much fun as, say, a fancy caffeinated beverage of your choice, although admittedly it's less tasty.

It is yet another Vampire Survivors-esque "bullet heaven" roguelite auto-shooter -- you know, the kind where you dodge the enemies and the game does the aiming and firing for you. You know the kind of game I mean. The gimmick of Skigill here is that it is for people who really, really love RPG skill trees. You are actually running around on a giant skill tree, and as you kill enemies and collect XP, you can stand on any node of the skill tree (that is linked to one you have previously unlocked) and it will put your points in that skill, unlock new weapons, etc. So you are leveling up and building your character based on where you are running around.

There is of course also a second skill tree that you can access between runs and use to get yourself permanent stat increases. You know how this genre works.

It's in Early Access but there is enough content in here that it's pretty playable. The Mac port insists it is 32-bit and will not work, but this is lies; it works just fine on my M1 Air.

The game has extremely retro yellow-on-black pixel graphics and a chiptune soundtrack. The one downside is that the dev is committed to having no tutorial and in fact no in-game text whatsoever, which means I have absolutely no idea what most of these little symbols are or what they do or what my character is or how come when I stand on a skill node it doesn't unlock even though it looks like I have enough XP, which means I probably don't understand what the numbers in the game represent. But I will never know what I am doing wrong, because the game will never tell me.

Still, it's fun, if you like this genre of game. And skill trees.
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Reposting book reviews from Goodreads because why not? This one is obviously a reread!

For reasons that don't need exploring at this juncture, I haven't felt like reading basically anything at all in a long time, and definitely not novel-length fiction. But lately I have started to feel like my brain can hack it, and then I spent a while thinking I just wanted to read something I already loved, and then I stared guiltily at my TBR pile, and then I thought, fuck it, I'm just gonna read Dark Mirror again. Probably haven't read this in, like, fifteen years. So here I am.

Dark Mirror )

Enemies With Benefits.

Nov. 8th, 2025 05:16 pm
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For each of my major fandoms, I do a short writeup talking about how it fits into my fandom history. A fandom qualifies as 'major' if I've written five fics for it, or ten thousand words across at least three fics.

My Yugamu/Takumi 'uh-oh, there's only one bed, better cut my own arms off' fic means that The Hundred Line now qualifies!


The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy

Kodaka and Uchikoshi have worked, separately and together, on a lot of stupid videogames I've really enjoyed (Danganronpa, Zero Escape, Somnium Files, Master Detective Archives), so I've eyed The Hundred Line with interest since it was first announced. From the announcement trailer, it looked promisingly full of teenagers suffering, but I was a little uncertain about whether I'd get along with the combat; I often don't have the patience for strategy games.

A demo came out before release day, so I gave it a try. It was absolutely stupid, which was exactly what I wanted from this game, and my fears that I'd find the combat tedious turned out to be unfounded. I was sold. I picked it up as soon as it released.

I played The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy at the age of thirty-six. Or, to be more accurate, I started playing it at the age of thirty-six. Six months and one birthday later, I am still playing it. I'm at a hundred and ninety hours of gameplay, despite skipping most of the battles. This game is ludicrously huge.

The Hundred Line absolutely delivers on its twin promises of a) containing a lot of teenagers suffering and b) being extremely stupid, so I'm having a good time! In many ways, it feels like an effort to create a game and then cram all the possible fanfiction for that game into the game itself. I feel slightly redundant as a fanfiction writer, but apparently that's not going to keep me from writing.

Although I've written a handful of fics for The Hundred Line, I haven't really immersed myself in the fandom. That said, I do poke through the 'yugamu omokage' tag on Tumblr every so often, looking for fanart depicting Yugamu as the wonderful weirdo he is.

Favourite character: I ship a lot of pairings in which one character murders the other, and a fair amount of my fanfiction explores violence and/or murder in a romantic or erotic light, so I'm delighted by the existence of Yugamu Omokage, whose entire character revolves around how horny for murder he is.
Favourite pairing: Yugamu/Takumi. Yugamu's so flirty and creepy; Takumi's unsettled but also genuinely cares about Yugamu as a person; it's a really fun dynamic!
Number of words written: 10,562

Snippet: Most of the time I'm digging up unfinished snippets from years ago for these posts, but here's one I actually scribbled down today! NB: this contains major spoilers for the 2nd Scenario ending.

The Hundred Line unfinished snippet, Takumi, 2025. )

October 2025 Monthly Media

Nov. 7th, 2025 08:45 pm
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  • * = Rewatch/reread

    Anime/Cartoons

    • Bob’s Burgers 16.01-16.04
    • Helluva Boss 1.01-2.12

    Books/Short Stories

    • I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman 
    • The Midnight Assassin: Panic, Scandal, and the Hunt for America’s First Serial Killer by Skip Hollandsworth 
    • Lone Women by Victor Lavalle  
    •  Kaikeyi by Vaishnavi Patel 
    •  The Stolen Luck by Shawna Reppert
    • The Safe-Keeper’s Secret by Sharon Shinn 

    Manga/Comics/Light Novels

    • One Piece 108-109 
    • Oglaf (ongoing webcomic)
    • Order of the Stick (ongoing webcomic)
    • Wilde Life (ongoing webcomic)

    Movies/Documentaries

    • The Big Conn (2022)
    • Kpop Demon Hunters (2025) 

    Podcasts

    • Midst: Unend 
    • Not Another D&D Podcast

    Theater/Concerts

    • Julius X (Folger Theater) 

    TV Shows/Web Series

    • Dimension 20: Cloudward Ho 17-20
    • Only Murders in the Building 5.05-5.10
    • Survivor 49.01-49.06
    • Tales Unrolled 23-24

    Video Games/Board Games

    • The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles 

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I can't believe I already have a fic called At Arm's Length. It would be the perfect title for this!


Title: Within Reach
Fandom: The Hundred Line: Last Defense Academy
Rating: 14
Pairing: Yugamu/Takumi
Wordcount: 3,300
Summary: As a bonding exercise, Sirei commands Takumi and Yugamu to share a room. Staying in the same room as Yugamu is, unsurprisingly, kind of a nightmare.
Warnings: Yugamu being creepy. Canon-typical mild body horror. Temporary amputation. The problem with writing about Yugamu Omokage is that you end up with bizarre warnings even when you're just trying to write a bedsharing fic.


Within Reach )

Wednesday Reading Meme

Nov. 5th, 2025 02:32 pm
sineala: Detail of Harry Wilson Watrous, "Just a Couple of Girls" (Reading)
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What I Just Finished Reading

Still nothing.

What I'm Reading Now

Comics Wednesday!

Alien vs. Captain America #1, Avengers #32, Ultimate X-Men #21 )

What I'm Reading Next

No idea. Feeling like I might actually be able to get my brain to read books, though.
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